The divorce is still in limbo. We are still waiting for the judge to give us a court date. To say it’s dragging is an understatement.
I also wish I had some good news for you guys. It would appear that we’ve hit a bit of a snag in the happy parting of ways.
The ex and I have been separated since November 19th. I saw kiddo 2 days before Christmas and then again just couple of weeks ago.
Does that seem right to you? Yeah. Me either.
Step 4: Become a Love Alchemist
- In this step you’ll awaken to yourself as an indomitable force of nature, capable of generating a positive future for yourself and others no matter how hurtful or hard things have been until now.
- Learn to dissolve any anger.
- Learn to communicate in ways that will empower you to create and sustain a healthier dynamic moving forward.
Life is unraveling right before my eyes. But its going to fall back together perfectly.
When kiddo and I had to say our goodbyes, she didn’t want to. I don’t blame her. We haven’t spent near enough time together.
Later that night after her father and I were done talking and they went home, he started to text me that kiddo was in a rage. She was drawing him pictures with hate stuff all over them. Screaming that she hated him and that he ruined her life.
I was hurting for her. And angry at him all over again.
As much as I want to save her, I had to save myself and put myself first. I could never go back to that situation even if he wanted me back.
But, I have to keep going forward and find some common ground so that I can be there for her because she needs me most of all.
Someday I will have my own story to tell you guys, and maybe that’s already in the works…..but I have to keep you in suspense…and I’m just not ready to tell it…
……. not yet anyway 😉 But soon. Soon I have something wonderful to share with you all. I AM learning to love myself…one step at a time.
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